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Archaelogical Dig

11.27.05 (2:26 pm) [edit]

Almost done working in the garage today.

Several mystery boxes have been outed.

In stunned silence I unearthed my Easter tree, Valentines doo-dads and assorted Christmas hall- decking stuff.

I looked at them almost blankly with only a faint glimmer of the joy that the various seasons use to bring .

Holding my anguish at a distance because

feeling too much is dangerous once you are at a certain stage of healing.

My little family is gone.

Can't ever really hide from that .

posted by: outlaw (reply)
post date: 11.28.05 (3:32 am)

Oh, I know. There are a certain few boxes downstair labelled "these will make you cry" so I don't unearth the memories without forewarning and a large box of tissues.

In three years down there I still can't open them yet.

Maybe one day.

((((April))))