Storm Clouds Rumble
A torrential downpour came down for hours today.
Made the roads towards Houston alot clearer, so that was an added benefit.
I am feeling really quite restless lately.
I go to college twice a week ,write poetry every few days, read it once a month to total strangers and am getting my stuff published in the college's creative journal again this semester.
I am finding a multitude of other creative outlets .
Cooking, mosaics , and graphic design projects.
I find that I still want something more , but can't put my finger on it just yet.
I guess I still struggle hard to fill that void that Tom left behind.
Being part of a couple for over 20 years makes for some serious adjustment difficult ies .
On one hand I want to be in a partnership again, but on the other I want something that I make for myself first .
Tom got me so young , I was so "unfinished".
Who I am today reflects our love , my maturation and provides the basis for some of my current choices .
But there is so much more to me...
posted by: outlaw (reply)
post date: 11.26.05 (3:21 pm)
"But there is so much more to me..."
Yes, ma'am and you deserve all the time you need to find as much of it as you like.
I've said many times that I believe you have to be OK with yourself before you can be OK with someone else.
Like L'Oreal....you're worth it.
posted by: Sandie (reply)
post date: 11.27.05 (1:51 am)
I know that restless feeling....
Wanting to go somewhere but not knowing where.
Wanting to see something but not knowing what.
Wanting to do something but not finding enough to do.
Missing something and knowing exactly what that it is.
I know you are going to find everything is waiting for you, inside and out there. It will be joyful watching you discover it all.
posted by: Suburban Island (reply)
post date: 11.27.05 (10:59 am)
Hi from Suburban Island - www.suburbanisland.us. Thanks for your comment on my anniversary post. I am glad to have discovered your blog and I am adding it to my reads list.
posted by: apyjo (reply)
post date: 11.29.05 (4:24 am)
You folks are so sweet to me !
Thanks :)